| Omgz! It's Anne ;D |
[Oct. 1st, 2008|03:51 am] |
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| | Darling - Dewey Cox lmao | ] |
Yeeup. I've decided to update this thing out of sheer boredom. It's been almost a year since I've last updated. Jeebus dude. My life is that boring man. I havent had anything to talk about for almost a year. Well...I have, but nothing I really wanted to put out there haha. Let's see...what to talk about now? I'm out of high school now, thank god. The things one does for a sheet of paper that classifies you as "smart enough to be in the real world." *sigh* What else? Sometimes I feel I'm stuck in the past. Yes, sometime I feel like one of those people haha. You know, the ones that talk about "Wow, *insert time-frame here* was the best!"...But personally, I miss those times XD. The style, the friends, the all-around feeling I had. But, I don't really have an inkling of what I'm doing anymore haha. I think I'm this way now...because I really dont have anything to look forward to anymore. I'm basically existing. Maybe its just the bi-polarness talking though. Yeah, that's right, I was officially diagnosed as bi-polar. It seems to make sense. I do experience mania sometimes. It sucks, but I deal. I always deal..it's all one can really do. Man *looks at defult picture* I haven't changed that in the longest time haha. I guess because it held such a special meaning for me. From a song that the lyrics kinda of suited the situation at the time. Alot. I wonder if anyone will get the reference haha. Most likely not. ^_^;....I'll deffo be surprised if someone does know haha. Though, I'm really past that point now. I've moved on alot from that point, which I'm kinda proud of..still, sometimes I wish I could go back. I think, in all honesty...it was worth it. For that little bit of happiness I felt, I haven't really found a replacement for it yet. I might, someday. Hopefully. Alrighty, I think I'm done here. I may or may not update later. Who knows, it might be another year before you hear from me again XD...
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-Anne |
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[Oct. 19th, 2007|02:23 pm] |
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| | pink - who knew | ] |
I'm in school right now. Fun, -.-;...Nobody's online either which makes me sad =( lol...Oh well. Its Friday =)...So things that happened since I last updated...Jeremiah moved up here, and its amazing lol. I never thought I'd actually get to meet him. But I'm ever-so-happy I did =). *thinkingthinking* what else to talk about...Hanging out with Jeremiah is uber fun. We get to be dorky XP...Last time he was at my house we watched Star Trek/Star Wars related things. It was hella funny, especially when Tony came home. He made Jeremiah laugh so freakin hard it made me start rolling lol. Anywho, he's supposed to come over tonight, I dont know for sure. I still need to ask but I'm sure it'll be ok with the parentals and stuff =)...It'd better be O_O lol. Ok well, I think I'm done with this for now, I'm gonna get back on AIM express and see if any of you hobos are on lol. Live long and prosper ^_^V
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-Anne |
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| Life Soundtrack =P |
[Dec. 29th, 2006|02:08 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Hinder - Lips of an Angel | ] |
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie
Opening Credits:
Fall Out Boy - Dance, Dance
Waking Up:
The Beatles - Across the Universe
First Day At School:
Placebo - Special K
Falling In Love:
Nobuo Uematsu - Theme of Love
Breaking Up:
Lostprophets - Last Summer
Prom:
Jack off Jill - Strawberry Gashes
Driving:
Aerosmith - Drop Dead Gorgeous
Flashback:
My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade
Getting Back Together:
The Wonders - That Thing You Do
Wedding:
David Bowie - As the World Falls Down
Birth of Child:
The Flaming Lips - Do You Realize
Final Battle:
Evanescence - Going Under
Death Scene:
Mae - The Ocean
Funeral Song:
Avril Lavigne - Splipped Away
End Credits:
Hinder - Lips of an Angel |
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| new layout ^_^ |
[Oct. 19th, 2006|08:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
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| | Greenday -X- Holiday | ] |
If you havent already seen it, I made my LJ purdee again =P...As for today, it was boring. Not really anything to talk about. I've been going through alot of emotional highs and downs lately and I dont know why. x_X;...hopefully it'll be ok soon. Welp, I guess thats all I have to say.
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-Anne |
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| just updatin' |
[Oct. 16th, 2006|06:32 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pink -X- Who knew | ] |
Yeah sooo, today I just didnt want to wake up x.x..I woke up about 20 minutes before I had to go catch the bus, -.-....School was ok, easy as usual. I got smacked on the head with a dodge ball during gym x_X..the thing nearly knocked me out lol...The guy just whipped it and I unknowingly walked infront x.X;...Um, yeah , thats basically it. I have nothing else to talk about. I just wanted to update because I'm trying to update everyday now. Lets see how long that'll last haha ^_^;...sooo, I'm out
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-Anne |
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| Jsut something I wrote |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|08:35 pm] |
Tears roll down her cheek
From all the years past
Breaking her down
Nothing seems to last
As she watches the seasons go by
She wonders why
How she got here
Then her mistakes appear
Turning her back to the cold winter chill
Or was it the words that you said
So sweetly as you did
Choking on your candy-coated lies
Waiting to find a reason
Trying to break away
From the chains of time
Keeping her prisoner
Tears stream down her cheek
From many years past
Tearing her heart
Her world has fallen apart
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-Anne |
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| A song that really hits home for me |
[Oct. 14th, 2006|05:44 pm] |
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| | nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stone Sour - Through the Glass | ] |
So things have been better here, Seth broke up with me awhile ago. I'm still kind of bothered by it..even if I act like I'm not. He was the first boyfriend I had that I could actually touch...kiss...hug...I kind of miss it. Oh well, same shit different day I guess. I really wish he wouldve done it sooner, you know, not letting me dangle and cry because he didnt call me for a week and totally ignored me...Despite how I joke about it, I'm really hurting inside..Its kind of the only thing that gets me by. But, I guess time will heal all wounds. I've been thinking about the past alot. All the heartbreaks I've had, and all the good times too..How much I miss everything...I really feel isolated..I miss everyone, dearly. But I guess I have to take my own advice with this one.. just going with whatever life deals me. I'm gonna try to update this thing more. I miss my DeadJournal...I want to remember everything, good or bad...I really wish I hadnt of deleted all those entries....x_x..Anyway, here's the song. (Ive been digging Pink songs lately haha ^_^;)
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[Aug. 4th, 2006|06:04 pm] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 1000 words - Jade | ] |
Sooo, Seth was here yesterday. Uber funness ^_^....He got to meet my parents. They like him, thank God ^_^;....Spending the whole day with him was fun. Too bad he didnt meet any of my friends. Next time though he will, I'll make sure of that. So, I guess thats all for now. I'm out.
<3
-Anne |
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| Porch Monkey 4 Life |
[Jul. 31st, 2006|08:11 pm] |
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| |  rushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | everytime we touch - cascada | ] |
Ok so alot has happened since I last updated. (I'm only doing this because I'm bored btw.) I went to Jakii's as planned. Met up with Seth. And now we're dating ^_^. I couldnt be happier about it either. Something about him just makes me want to smile all the time. I havent been this happy in a really long time. Hopefully things will go good for us. He should be coming up Thursday or Friday. I want him to meet all my friends. I'm sure he'd like them. Anyway....I saw Clerks 2 with Seth. It was our first date..even though Jakii had to pay because the theater wouldnt take his card ^^;;...which is totally ghey...Well, the move.... Funny.ass.shit. lol.....PILLOW PANTS!!! Yeah, I think I'm done here. Go see Clerks 2 if you havent already. =P
<3
-Anne
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[Jul. 10th, 2006|11:18 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nadda | ] |
Yeah soooo, New York was fun. I seen PotO on broadway. It was simply amazing ^_^...Central Park was nice too. The only thing I didnt like about the trip was all the walking x.X...my legs are still a bit sore. Oh well. We almost missed our bus home x_X;;...That was pretty scary. Though eventually we found it, thank god lol. I can safely say, never again. The city life is fun for about the first 5 hours, then it just sucks lol. Give me mountains and trees, not buildings and people. lol. Well, I guess I'm done with this, see ya.
♥
-Anne |
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[Jun. 27th, 2006|08:48 pm] |
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| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | seasons of love - Rent | ] |
The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn
There is no future, there is no past
I live this moment as my last
There's only us, there's only this
Forget regret, or life is yours to miss
No other road, no other way
No day but today
~From Rent~
-Anne |
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| bleh |
[Jun. 17th, 2006|05:09 pm] |
Yeah soo, I have been feeling more depressed. It sucks. It kinda feels like I dont belong anywhere anymore. *sighs* I'm just waiting for a sign I guess. A sign of light to lead me out of this darkness. I'm the way I was last year again. Quiet. I'm the quiet girl again... I just dont know what to say anymore. There's alot of thoughts in my head, but I just cant describe them. When I'm with friends, I dont know what to say, and I see everybody else having fun... I dont feel like I belong in the picture anymore. Welp, I'm out.
-Anne |
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| Just another day |
[Jun. 15th, 2006|07:54 pm] |
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| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MCR - The Ghost of You | ] |
Welp, I havent updated in awhile so I thought I should. Nothing much has happened. I met somebody though, one of Jakii's friends. Seth is the name. He seems pretty cool, somebody I'd actually consider dating. I just dont know if he feels the same way XD. I'm not going to be stupid and rush anything though. I just hope something good comes of this. And for the first time in awhile, I talked to Andy..One day he just IMed me out of the blue...o.o;...yeah, so we're on talking terms again. He said he was sorry for everything. I forgive him, I dont forget what happened though, I always keep that in mind. I dont know, I still get the "snake in the grass" feeling about him. Hopefully thats not true though...Anyways. Summer has been pretty boring. I havent really done anything. Just spent a few days with friends and some others with my aunt. I dont know why but I just feel bored anymore, like nothing interests me. I guess I'm just trying to fill a gap. Thats what it feels like. The 26th I start that stupid summer program e.e;...I guess I'll atleast have something to do, and thats always good, I'm starting to get lazy. Well, I guess thats all I have to say. I'm out.
...Somebody please IM me and save me from the boredom, I dont care if I dont know you lol
FinalxHeaven777 - AIM
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~Anne |
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| so bored -.- |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|09:23 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | school | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nada...wishing there was some -.- | ] |
Welp, right now I'm in school. I dont even know why I came. I'm bored out of my mind. Save me from the boredom >__<;...last night I did some drinking. Man it was fun, I was trippin balls lol. I had 4 Mike's which I chugged lol. It was fun....blah I just want to be home right now. -.-;....well, guess thats all for now.
♥
-Anne |
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| My Jam =P |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|08:43 pm] |
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As such a sad love
Deep in your eyes, a kind of pale jewel
Open and closed within your eyes
Ill place the sky within your eyes
Theres such a fooled heart
Beating so fast in search of new dreams
A love that will last within your heart
Ill place the moon within your heart
As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gonst
Wasnt too much fun at all
But Ill be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
(as the world) falling down
Falling in love
Ill paint you mornings of gold
Ill spin you valentine evenings
Though were strangers till now
Were choosing the path between the stars
Ill leave my love between the stars
As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill has gone
Wasnt too much fun at all
But Ill be there for you-oo-oo
As the world falls down
Falling
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| dilly dally shilly shally |
[May. 23rd, 2006|11:17 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | school | ] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nadda | ] |
blah I'm bored. Right now I'm in school. I've been uuver tired lately, andI havethat Smith's song stuck inmy head. Sing Me to Sleep. I love that song. watcha, boring shizzle in dis heezee...I'm about to pass out. Its weird because I've been getting alot of sleep. *shrugs* perhaps too much. Boom boom boom boom. Now I have that song stuck in my head. I miss Jakii already -.-;...I cant wait till summer, it'll be nice. It should be nice and warm in VA, not this 40 degrees bullshit. It's almost June and it feels like October X_x;...Oh well, cant controll the weather. Welp, guess thats all, I've got to get off of here in about 8-9 minutes. Then I get to read Phantom. Good read. ^_^...whooop I'm out.
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-Annily |
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| crazy spring weather o.O |
[May. 18th, 2006|02:22 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None at the moment | ] |
Yep so, it was sunny just a few seconds ago and now it's pouring lol. It just reminded me of a few years back Jakii and I played in the first spring rain. It was fun and a good memory so I decided to update about it. If none of you care then I dont lol. Spring weather is bipolar..o.O... =P
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-Annily |
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| boooooooored |
[May. 16th, 2006|11:17 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | school | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nadda | ] |
So, right now I'm in school. It's pretty boring. I got done with all my work so now I can be on the computer. shweeeeeee. I have really nothing to up date about though. Things have gotten uber boring. I go to be at like...8 because I'm so bored. I cant wait for summer. I really need it x.X;...I also need to get my games back from Brittany. My brother's been bitching about them and I really dont blame him. I would be too. dum de dum...I have no idea on what to talk about right now. I'm just trying to kill time.
THE SECRET BEDROOM THUMP THUMP THUMP O.O
lol, good times with Jakii and Jay. It was the first thing to pop into mind. *shrugs* I'm crazy, so leave meh be o.O; hehehe. Well, guess I'm out. I'll hopefully talk to you all soon. And if your a random passer of my journal and like it, please leave a comment, no matter who you are, I need more friends lol.
♥
-Annnnnnily =P |
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| bored in school -.- |
[May. 8th, 2006|05:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | school | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nadda | ] |
Right now there's nothing to do so I just grabbed a computer and decided to update...There's nothing else I could do. My poster is finished for the science fair, w00t. Just got out of group, it was ok. Umm, I've been feeling rather lonely lately. I miss everybody so effin much. =\...Nobody's ever online anymore ..lol, well, guess I'm done here, laterz people.
♥
-Annily |
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